I can’t fucking stand it here one minute longer… All day I think about going…
If you haven’t seen this yet, give it a watch. It gives some interesting insight as to why Keenan is such a good competitor. Great work Stuart Cooper Films!
Well I guess it’s a new year. I’m hoping it will be a good one. It’s starting out blah. I feel absolutely horrible both physically and mentally. I can’t stand being in my own fat ass body. Ughhh. So weak willed. I’ve been working out really hard lately but that makes little difference when you constantly shovel food in to your mouth.
I haven’t done much BJJ in the last 2 weeks. There just really hasn’t been much around with the Christmas holidays. I went to one open mat on Dec 28th. That was a pretty good time. It was a small group. Nevertheless I got in some quality rolls.
On January 11 I head out to Whistler for a week of skiing. They’ve been getting hammered with snow this winter, so the skiing should be fabulous. My head and inner self are making it hard for me to look forward to the trip. I don’t really want to be around the men I’ll be on the trip with. Honestly, I just want to be alone… I’m sure I’ll have a good time once I get out there.
Well I finally made another strength goal! 400lbs for dead lift. I was actually scared. I was praying that my knees, back, hips, etc hold up. My wife was recording me. She was scared too. lol
Skiing in the east this year be like…